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As a child I
lived in St.Petersburg (then Leningrad) on the corner of Dostoevsky and Svechnoy
Pereulok (Candle Wynd). There were
often beggars in the doorways. They had accordions and as soon as
they started playing, everybody would open their windows, watch
them, then wrap money up in bits of paper, as much as they could,
and throw it down and the children who were with the beggars
would look for it. Everyone would point and shout: "There is
some, over there'. It was the time of the post-war collapse. We
had to survive. For some reason I remember a man in a hat. He had
a box and on it was a guinea pig and in front of the guinea pig
was another small box. The man would take money from passers-by
and tell the guinea pig: "Come on, Mashka, look for
it". It would bend its head and from the box take out a
piece of paper on which was written the fate that awaited the
person.
One of my first
childhood memories is of our communal kitchen, full of smoke from
the oil stove where someone was cooking something, a neighbour
was rubbing kerosene into her daughter's hair to kill off the
lice, another was washing her feet in a basin and third was
putting tin on a saucepan and soldering it. A forth banged his
fist on the door of the toilet, thinking correctly that it was
his turn for a bit of solitude and peaceful thoughts. I found a
box with holes in the sides for ventilation, stuck noses onto
walnut shells, pushed my fingers through the holes and put the
shells on my fingers. By moving my fingers I could create the
illusion of a group of people having a lively conversation. I
must have been about eight years old, but cannot now remember the
conversations we had on that stage, although they were often
interrupted by my mother or brother. Fifty years have passed
almost unnoticed since then. I am still playing with my theatre.
Only the box has grown to the size of the Royal Museum in
Edinburgh - oh, and the walnuts have grown too! |
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It all
started when I left the army. I wasn't married, and was living
alone and working in a sculpture studio. We sculpted nude women,
we sculpted portraits. Then I get fed up with reproducing what I
saw. I prefer to use my imagination, to think up forms and images
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Then an
unexpected opportunity turned up to get a job for the Park
Department - to carve bears, lions and other animals in wood for
the town parks. It is not a simple job to shape a log, to make it
alive. I did that for about ten years: wood - axe, axe - wood. I
made various wooden sculptures but now hardly any of them are
left, nearly all have rotted. |
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I still
keep the first kinemat I made - a man with organ-grinder. When I fixed up the motor and
it suddenly started moving its hand, I jumped back about three
metres and watched it: it was moving by itself. It is impossible
to put this feeling into words. I made a lot of other things,
various people came to see me, saw what I was doing, told others
and they started coming. |
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Sometimes I have this nightmare: I'm in a camp, in some sort of
ghetto, in a small room, and tomorrow I am going to be tortured
and then chased to some enormous ditch where I'll be shot at with
machine guns. The Castle, or 1937 ( the year of the most cruel of
Stalin's repressions) I made when thoughts were going round and
round in my head about twenty million people dying for nothing. I
feel sorry for these people, why do I live and they .. ? Why, for
example is Mandelshtam lying under the ground. He would have been
able to tell this world a lot more, but for some reason they took
him like a mere cockroach and squashed him. And who did this?
People who are not even worth his little finger. I remembered
Kafka - his machine with needles. A person was put into this
machine and it would lay out on his back some sort of writing,
then it would write on his chest. He jerked around from the
needles but the machine continued to write on him. |
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The first place
I exhibited was in somebody's flat. It belonged to a blessed man
- poet Constantin Kuzminsky. He was always lying under an animal skin and drank
the whole time. He warmed me, said I could exhibit in his flat...But soon
he emigrated to America. |
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Fifteen
years later somebody brought Tatiana Jakovskaya to my place. She looked at
my works and got an idea how to take them outside. She obtained a hall
from the district council, equipped an auditorium and the Barrel-Organ
Theatre, Sharmanka, was born. |
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Then in 1990 Maggy and Tim
Stead came
to the theatre - and stayed for good, helping us to survive -
first in Russia and then in Scotland. Tim and I conversed through
interjections and pauses - I have still not learnt English and he
hadn't the time to learn Russian. But it was enough for us. You
could sigh or laugh at one side of a table and the chap at the
other side knew exactly why you sighed or why you laughed.
Tragically he died few month after we finished our first - and
last mutual project - the Millennium Clock - but I still hear his
laugh.
Tim' s
sculptures breathe - they will live for many years to come.
Before our eyes Maggy has developed into a veritable artist. She
draws as she lives - intelligently, absolutely improvising on the
spur of the moment.
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Our world is
full of life thanks to crazy people and it is my fate that these
kind of people play a big part in my life. I'm very grateful to
these people - and first of all to Julian Spalding, former
Director of Glasgow Museums, who was absolutely crazy, having the
courage and nerve to take the risk to buy my machines for Glasgow
Museums. It looks like from time to time the right person somehow
arrived at the right time to bring it to the other right place.
Maybe tomorrow some alien will appear and bring it and me to
another planet. 1 would not protest. For me it does not matter
where I work. What matters - is to work. |
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In
the summer of 1999 I carved these twelve figures for the
Millennium Clock with enormous speed and with frightening
unexpectedness. At least - it wasn't me who made them. I only led
them into existence. I was helped by the builders of Chartres,
Rheims and Strasbourg as well as by the Orkney Standing Stones.
To make it
took eight weeks and all my previous life in Russia.
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I love
living in Scotland. Wild nature gives me small moments of peace and
quietness, I love water and pines over water, and mountains, the
combination is important.
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The friend of mine, artist
Henry Elinson, has a motto: "artist has to feed his eyes". I am often
feeding mine with works of those, whose names we do not even know - say,
masters who carved the amazing creatures out of pink marble at the Priory
of Serrabona 900 years ago.
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When I am asked
where ideas come from I can only say - from heaven. I have a
feeling that it is not me who makes the kinemats, they make themselves, I just
help them.
I do it
for my own entertainment. I just retire into myself and then everything
beyond the windows is not frightening wherever I live ... If someone were
to take this away from me, 1 would go mad.
But I do
not care what happened to them. If for example a bomb were thrown in or a
man came with a large axe and destroyed everything, I wouldn't be upset.
Because, as the saying goes, I had my kicks, I lived through them and at
that moment wasn't thinking about any shit.
This is my
life and it's my toy and it keeps me away from the material world.
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